For every kiss you give me, I’ll give you three
I’ve always been a spring kid. The warm winds, the subtle flower scent that lingers in the air, the gentle sun rays what are just warm enough to keep you from being cold. In spring I also get hopelessly romantic, looking for new people, things or places to fall in love with. It’s a fun game. This year’s spring really made us crave for it, but when it came, surprise surprise, it’s summer.
I’ve always had a thing for embarrassing myself, for as long as I can remember. Now that it’s finally warmer and sunnier there are more and more people on the streets, so much so that I’m considering going with my bike on the street instead of the pedestrian walks due to the non-existent bike lanes in my city, but I’m saving that rant for sometime else. My point is that the more people are around to see me fuck up, the more plain humiliating my fuck up gets. Yesterday, when I wore this outfit, was a brilliant, sunny day, the type of day in which everyone goes out for walks. I was out myself, to meet with a friend and have a stroll in the local Botanical Garden and I was in a hurry when I noticed two gorgeous guys approaching. They were both staring at me (everybody was, I guess the bow was a little too much) and as they passed me by, they smiled. I smiled back, cockily even. Then I slipped, I twisted my ankle and threw myself against the building on my left so as not to fall on my hands and knees before the guys. In that moment I just closed my eyes waited for them to pass me so I could lay down on the ground and wait for it to swallow it together with my shame. My cheeks are burning from embarrassment as I’m typing and I wish I could hide under the blanked and avoid coming out for a while.
Ok, I might be exaggerating a little bit, I mean, there are way worse stuff happening in this world, I know, I know, but I feel terrible about it. Hopefully my fuck up will make you feel better about anything embarrassing you’ve been through today 
Today was one of those days when everything went wrong, but then I got a pack from Ax Paris and honestly nothing bad mattered anymore (ok, my blisters are still bleeding and I can’t walk properly, but still). I wanted a simple, white dress for spring and summer that could both be worn for a stroll in the park and with the proper accessories to something more formal. To be honest I didn’t imagine I’d find something like that, but here it is! Honestly, the pictures on the site don’t do it justice, I was so happy to find out it’s so much fluffier and the lace details are much more obvious live. Even mom said it’s one of the most gorgeous dresses she’s ever seen and she’s super picky.
Lately I got hooked up on Supernatural. It might seem natural to someone who doesn’t really know me yet for the ones who know how much of a pussy I am, it might be strange. I actually wanted to start watching it for a long time, but I’m afraid of the darkness, of heights, of small spaces, of spiders and I could go on and on and on. Continue reading
There are nights when I sit here and watch the empty draft wondering what to write about. Sometimes I feel like writing my thoughts and opinions about hundreds of issues but then I remind myself that I’m not confident enough to do that. It’s not that I care that much about people judging me, or what they think about me, it’s more the fact that I’m not comfortable with sharing my thoughts with only god knows how many people. Life (even though I’m still pretty much a kid) taught me that people will always use your words against you and judge you to their liking without trying to get to know the real you. I got used to keeping most of my thoughts to myself and my closest friends simply because I came to the conclusion that my profound side is only for the ones who show that they want to see it. Even so, I might come off as vain and shallow by talking only about clothes r the weather or sharing tiny details from my daily life, I guess you can never please everyone, can you?
Let’s be honest, wasting time on the internet has become, sadly, one of pastime or procrastinating activities. Especially at night when you don’t feel like sleeping nor doing anything else, so you keep on scrolling (I remember seeing a picture once on which wrote “I wonder how many kilometers I scrolled”). One of my favourite ways or wasting my time on the internet is looking at pretty things I know I (most likely) will never have. Usually I end up drooling over haute couture collections or eerie sceneries or delicious sweets. One of my greatest finds these days while avidly browsing for inspiration was Valentino’s ready to wear collection for this fall. I know, I know it’s a little bit early, for some of us it isn’t even spring yet but I couldn’t help myself.
The collection made me think of a fairytale in which a nun shape shifts into a princess (I have a weird imagination, I know). I haven’t been that far off the hook, though. Piccioli declared that the designers had been looking at the “calm and serene portraits of women”, paintings by Vermeer in particular, “We wanted to catch the same spirit of private sensuality,” he explained, “something very spiritual and poetic—women as new Madonnas.”
Rain, rain and more rain! Sometimes I wonder how could there possibly any water left in the clouds, since it’s been raining for two days straight. I like rain, when I can cuddle in bed with a good book and a cup of tea, not when I have to walk around with my camera all day long. Plus that the cloudy weather drains me of any kind of energy and makes me want to take cat naps and read all day.
I also managed to make my day even better by wearing a lacy bra under the white top which made things sightly awkward whenever a gush of wind blew (aka all the time). Well done Patricia.
On a lighter note, my Spring break has officially started. I’m still meeting some of my classmates tomorrow to talk about a project and then have lunch together but that’s it! One week of total relaxation
Thank you for reading! I hope your day was sunnier than mine! <3
Today has been an incredibly long an exhausting day. Left home at seven am and only got back at seven shortly, then I had to leave again, I’m completely drained of any kind of energy. Today was the international autism awareness day and I went to an event in my city, about which I’ll post later. It was really interesting and most of all, touching. It’s so sad that people get judged and mistreated for something they’re not guilty of, nor did they choose it. The world really needs to change.
Today I wore my beloved shirt from Tribehaus for the third time already! I love it dearly, I can’t wait to show you some other outfits I’ve created with it. It’s so comfy and cute, everyone kept complimenting it. You can find it here!
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I spent the last hour pulling pranks on people and they all worked except for one (Damn you, Marius!). The only prank that was pulled on me today was by the weather :’D It rained only during the 15 minutes I went out for the photos, no more no less. I had a lot of time on my hands today and I was in my cleaning mood, so after rearranging my closet I adventured in my mom’s storage room where she tucked away all the shoes she hasn’t worn for years and I found seven pairs I absolutely love. Seven ;~;. I can’t wait for the weather to get a little bit warmer so I’ll get to wear them.
I’m wearing a Guara jacket, Zara shirt and dress and pull and bear boots.
Did you get fooled today? Thank you for reading!
They say that seasons influence the way we choose to dress, that in winter it’s all dark, dull colours and in summer neons arise. It’s never been like that for me. I’ve always dressed rather colourfull and the only influence on my attire are my feelings and certain mishaps in life. Influenced of not, the longer days and warmth spring brings automatically gives most people a boost of energy and feel-good after the almighty winter.
One of the collections that inspired me and made me look forward to the blooming trees and warm winds was Ruche’s Spring 2013 “Tea for Two” collection. The amazing patterns, designs and fabrics aside, it has the most amazing lookbook I’ve seen in a while. “In addition to floral dresses and lacey pastels, the spring season wouldn’t be complete without the enchantment of tea parties and make-believe! Take a peek at our lookbook, Tea for Two, to discover a delightful collection of vintage inspired clothing to help you create the fashionable spring wardrobe of your dreams”, that’s what they say and I think they’re right. The lookbook also reminds me of Alice in Wonderland quite a lot and I’m a sucker for Alice. Click here to view the complete lookbook
Thank you for reading! I hope you found this lovely lookbook as inspirational as I did
